This is an extract from the novel that I'm currently working on and felt like sharing. I would you thoughts on this.Love as always Ebs x
“Look I’m trying to explain here”
“I get it, you had a difficult upbringing and
now you need to express your feelings by inflicting pain and suffering on women,
I get it, honestly, I do.” I snap sarcastically. Folding my arms tightly around
my chest I squeeze hard staring harshly into his beautiful brown eyes. Damm, why
did he have to be like this? I catch a glimmer of anger cross his face but he soon
hides it and replies to my unanswered question.
“Is that what you really think? Some kind of
retribution… payback?” he sighs deeply “Have you ever been involved within my
lifestyle or met anyone within it before?”
“No!” I state back firmly. I catch the eye of
some patrons staring at my sudden outburst. I smile apologetically and look
back to Jessie. He leans closer towards me his voice low and heated. I can tell
he is cross with my lack of understanding.
“It’s not about hurting people Eddie. Or taking
away their…virtue. Believe it or not it’s about two consenting adults enjoying
and exploring each other. Sex is so much more than lights-off-under-the- sheets-fumbling.
Yes I admit some have different limits within “Their” relationship. No one does
anything that they do not want to do. Yes it can be rough I don’t disagree believe
me I've seen a few things in my time. But this can be very sensual, and so far
I personally haven’t had any complaints about being sensitive and sensual” He
gives me a cute yeah-I’m-that-good smile. I just look blankly back.
“I guess I haven’t explained myself too well.
The word Dom can be quite intimidating I get that. I don’t want you to be naked
crawling around on your hands and knees or kneeling at my side with a collar
and lead twenty four seven.” I feel my cheeks heat and gap at him openly. “But
it would be amazing if you did… If you wanted to.” A soft deep laugh vibrates
from him.. “I enjoy the lifestyle, I do, but I’m not a control freak. I guess
if I really had to explain it clearer I would say that I enjoy playing out
scenes, ones that we have discussed and planed together. OK so you may be not
in full knowledge of all the details, but it would be what we have discussed
and of course I’ll decide when. I also enjoy sex parties, meeting with like
minded people where you can talk. Where you don’t have to be hushed, or afraid
to insult someone while chatting in Costa over a frothy latte. Watching others
play, picking up new tricks and to be honest it’s a real turn on watch a Sub
getting worked over by their Dom.” I must have the look of a trapped wild
animal all over my face. Quietly I ask
“Would you want to take me to these parties?”
“Of course I would. And no before you think
about sleazy-old-men-in-trench-coats-tossing-off-in the-corner, it’s nothing
like that. Well not all the time anyway” Bastards teasing me, I really didn’t think
I could blush any more but I guess I was wrong. “Look before any of that
happens I would like to show you, Play a scene with you, show you, excite you…
tease you.” He looks deep into my eyes and I see longing, he really wants me try
this. My breathing is now heavy and deep I look down at the table thinking
about what to say next. I look up at Jessie through my long lashes.
“You really want me to try? What would you like
to do to me?”
“You really want me to explain here.” He exaggeratingly
opens his arms to draw my attention back to the restaurant filled with hungry
workers on their lunch break. I shake my head and lower my gaze again, scoff
and shake my head. I begin to fiddle with the stem of my wine glass. Then I
trace my finger to clear the condensation on the globe. I feel confused and
unsure, a little scared maybe but something feels off. I look up at him his
eyes appraising me, looking for something but what.
“Can I ask… Don’t you have to be somekinda
Zillionaire or hot shot tycoon to be a… Dom” He snorts and nearly loses his mouthful
of wine all over the table. Was what I said so fucking funny. Once he’s gained
his composure he replies shaking his head.
“No…No we don’t. And to be honest most hot shot
tycoon zillionaires are usually suds. Helps to relive the stress I hear.” He
smiles at me endearingly as if I’m an innocent child asking the question what’s the meaning of life.
“Eddie do you have any fantasies. I mean do you
ever think about what you would like to happen in a sexual experience.” I have
thought about bringing chocolate sauce into the bed room, can that be the sort
of thing he means. It sounds ridiculous to even suggest it but hey I have no
other point of reference never really thought about it before
“Chocolate sauce” I say gingerly I feel my skin
prickle with embarrassment. Oh god love,
get a grip on yourself it’s only chocolate sauce not whips and chains. Well not
yet any way.
“Ok, that’s a good place to start. How about we
add some strawberries and Champagne to that.” I nervously play with the tongs
of my folk and listen to him seduce me with his words. “Think about this, us,
naked on the floor in the lounge, next to the fire.” I lift my gaze to his and
he has me captivated, my breath hitches slightly and I take in a stuttering breath.
Just him naked on the lounge floor has me wanting, dam him and his body. “Your
lay before me legs slightly bent and parted a little. I kneel at you feet and
pick up the bowl with warm luscious milky melted chocolate. I lift out the
honey stick and drizzle some over your erect nipples covering your perfect
peach mounds. I lean into you, bend my head, then begin to lick and suck each
breast clean.” I pull my thighs together and feel a tingle between my legs I can’t
remove my gaze from his I cross my legs and lean closer to him wanting to hear
more. “I dip the stick back into the bowl and drizzle sauce over your abdomen
pooling some in your belly button. Taking a strawberry from the bowl I place it
between my teeth lower my mouth to you. I trail the cold fruit around the soft
skin on your stomach before placing it in your navel covering it with the luscious
liquid. I lean up your body and swirl the berry around your lips covering your
mouth in chocolate, then I lower the fruit to your mouth for you to take a
bite. You have half; I have the other. I then begin to kiss away the milky
dressing.” I know I’m fidgeting my breathing is erratic and heavy I’m all riled
up in the middle of “Antons” Surrounded by people and I see he’s loving my
unease. I close my eyes to try and gain some composure. “I leave you lips and being
to travel down you soft sensitive skin covering you in chocolaty kisses. I
reach for the honey stick, dip it in the chocolate, then trail the liquid over
your smooth inviting pussy letting the creamy essence ooze into you. You
fidget, you moan, you rock your hips up to me. When I’m satisfied with my task
I’ll slowly and eloquently begin to clean your pussy. Licking and sucking you
clean. You moan, grab my hair to express your enjoyment, wanting more, needing
more. Until I have you at the peak of climax I raise up and push myself deep
into you, savoring your wetness and the stickiness that tries to keep us together
while I push you to the brink and let you crash and scream into an all
consuming orgasm.” My pupils are wide with excitement, my breathing is rapid I
need to calm the fuck down or I’m going to drag him to the ladies and not give
a shit who’s around. I look at him wanton and needy. “Now imagine that same scenario,
blind folded and tied up so you can’t move, completely at my mercy,
surrendering yourself to me.” Jessie leans back in his chair completely pleased
with himself and the effect that he has had on me. He lifts his glass and takes
a satisfying gulp of his wine. I can’t move, I can’t utter a sound. I want what
he has just promised me so much. I can do what he asks I can give myself to him
if he makes good on his side of the bargain. I finally manage to take a breath
I inhale deeply clearing my mind of all the thoughts and images he has just evoked
in my brain. I look over at the bar raise my hand and confidently call.
“Check please” Jessie catches my stare and lets
out a cathartic laugh drawing attention to us again, gives me a knowing look
before saying
“I’m guessing you want to leave now?”
